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People don’t change, The strange get more strange, Wanna know what made me insane? Waking up each day to the same, Repeat the same mistakes and search for someone to blame, Know that when shit comes knockin it can only call your name. But don’t sweat that shit be happy, The things in life you can’t change shouldn’t make it crappy, Learn from your errors or repeat them, Even if it means again and again, Nothin ever hurts as much a second time, An you can avoid problems by stayin behind your danger line, But that’s why we people never change, Every day the same cos it’s the only way livin doesn’t hurt our brain.

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Isn’t it easy to make really philosophical statements about life and the ordeals we all face, turn that laser all seeing eye in on yourself just once and see that you’re an indecisive piece of shit who can’t seem to decide where he is himself. Know that every time you say something you do the opposite, know that you are always second guessing, but know that you’re only human.

I had such an odd dream last night, involving a severe illness in my family, a very strange shift at work, superviolence with my friends, some Polish girls from high school joining us, and I had an air rifle that the prettiest was chatting about with me and trying to have a go, safe to say I am completely baffled, am I subconciously seducing the idea of becoming a killer, because if I told the specifics of this you would think maybe so.

Society is so fixated with fitting in, with not caring for not caring’s sake, with gettin fucked beyond your means just for fun so easily achieved by those who look for it, for those who seek confusion there they will only find more confusion. This is simple, because you’re having trouble believing that you are a real person instead of an outwards rebellious spit in the face to everything that ever did you any favours, truth be told is that none of that matters if you don’t want it to, because it’s not the drugs that’s fucking with you right now it’s your own self worthlessness, you feel like shit and believe you and me you have every right too, but fucking pull your arse together because you’ve gotta be in this life for you, because just like you’re so confused and everything is happening in little lapses but only you yourself can truly decide whether this life holds anything for you, and when you look down that tunnel and see your family and all your smiling friends looking back at you, why would you ever need to go and chase something that leaves you like this, you’re worth more than that and you know it, thank you man for finding this in me x

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Don’t know if you’ve heard about this Shariah zones thing but I’m gonna lay it on you, Islamic ‘extremists’ are calling for independent zones across the UK where they can enforce their strict Shariah lifestyle. The United Kingdom is not a Muslim country, and you don’t see the Christian faith enforced as law here. This is an invasion, and don’t feel bad bout spouting hate, they’ll say it’s about a skin colour and then do the same,  you gotta know yourself that this ain’t about race, religion, backstory or creed this is about people who got too much greed, and maybe be gotta say we’re hypocrites cos in Iraq and Afghan were are just the same, but it ain’t about a war of whos to blame its about the fact is that unless we do something our country is gonna change.

Have you heard what’s new with bud?

It destroys lives and turns a kid to a thug,

It is the fuel and fire of all violent crime,

And inspires most of the lyrics of UK Grime.

Forget about Acid, Coke, Ket, MDMA,

Cos I’ve concluded that by getting high you’re on all of them again,

Despite making a choice to become one with the living,

It seems I have been selfish in my selfless giving,

Because I’m a smackhead cos I still smoke bud,

And even tho she says its ok my mum calls me a smackhead for smoking the most lethal drug.

Just to reiterate I think all of this is untrue,

The effects of bud are nothing compared to what real drugs do,

And maybe I still dabble but I’m not like I was,

And I tried so hard to keep my family from ruling me lost,

But even tho I’m allowed and everybody in my family smokes it,

Seems like being green is still getting me in the shit.

Quick update it seems, my life is taking a different turn again, been reunited fully with some old faces, as per the usual some old faces have also received the axe, truly sorry but what can I say sometimes you must pursue your own destiny, with me as your minder you’re only going to inhibit your progression as a human being, and sadly I’ve tried to keep losses to a minimum but some people just love to stay stuck in their rut and I’ve grown afraid of ruts. Now I probably sound quite superior and headstrong right now but sadly it’s not the case, the funny thing is I’m quite alright and ready for what’s coming my way and I’m fufilling certain things I thought the door had already closed shut on, Mumbles is back I’m reborn free and this time I’m bringing out my family.

(via cannabacchus)